Another start

Recently, there were several ,and rather unexpected events, that made life seem like a perpetual gray. It wasnt good anymore nor was it also bad; but, in fact, it was actually worse. And if you have the slightest idea of how that is, then you pretty much know what happens during this time. It's not hopeless, though. I believe nothing is and this is a claim i would always carry in learning to believe in other things - in living even. I guess, seeing it in this light, makes it so much easier to continue on. Darkness is just not the absence of light, but it is looking for it. And hope, i believe, is that light.