Work

im actually working right now. On the side, im currently working on a presentation for my mom. Thing is, i cant find urge to start. maybe after this, i will probably start. all ive done, so far, is download what i need to work on.

ive always wanted to work for my own keep - work for better grades, work for improvement, work for money and work so that i wouldnt work too hard in the end when the time comes. Thing is, i want to work on my own time. selfish as it sounds, but true all the same. I would want to work where convenience is on my side and where everything opoosite is on the other. hehe..san kaya yon?

Think real they say. Doesnt mean i cant think of anything else right? Power. Riches. Love. Everything else. Says a lot about me really.

so what do i want to be? i dont know. i really dont.
If ever i thought i knew before, i dont as of now.

It's ironic ,really, because im being bred to be a person that's able to do many things - How to count, how to count some more, how to analyze what your counting, and how to analyze the analysis of what you just counted.
All i know is, my would-be career is inexplicably paradoxical.
If ever i graduate.