Work

im actually working right now. On the side, im currently working on a presentation for my mom. Thing is, i cant find urge to start. maybe after this, i will probably start. all ive done, so far, is download what i need to work on.

ive always wanted to work for my own keep - work for better grades, work for improvement, work for money and work so that i wouldnt work too hard in the end when the time comes. Thing is, i want to work on my own time. selfish as it sounds, but true all the same. I would want to work where convenience is on my side and where everything opoosite is on the other. hehe..san kaya yon?

Think real they say. Doesnt mean i cant think of anything else right? Power. Riches. Love. Everything else. Says a lot about me really.

so what do i want to be? i dont know. i really dont.
If ever i thought i knew before, i dont as of now.

It's ironic ,really, because im being bred to be a person that's able to do many things - How to count, how to count some more, how to analyze what your counting, and how to analyze the analysis of what you just counted.
All i know is, my would-be career is inexplicably paradoxical.
If ever i graduate.

Whats been happening?

A lot. Summer's almost ending and i realized that it went by too fast again. And it goes by too fast, too many times. Ive also had math too many times. In fact, too much math too many times. And it's just not me. Not me at all. If math is 1-10, id be a an "A". or a "J". or some other random letter thats placed where its not supposed to be. Nonetheless, i learn from it and strive, with every effort, to, at the very least, pass.

Ive a new car too. Dad bought a new one and i now have his old one and no one gets my car in the family. Apparently, my car is the one you pass on to the "next generation". Since there is no one else next to me, no one gets it and were just going to sell it instead.

I do , though, want a new phone. And a new camera. And a new iPod. Probably even a new car. New shoes. New clothes. New laptop. New things. It doesnt hurt to want new things. Its actually better to start new.

New friends. New life. New loves. New things to learn.
Im actually glad i met this new person. She's nice. So far at least. Let's see.