A Game, a birthday and a wish.

A Game, a birthday and a wish,
a reality, a truth and a dream;
A hand, a clock and time,
a day, a place and a rhyme.

A win, a blow and a kiss,
is all but a game, a birthday and a wish.

i never thought that...

the rain could affect your life that much.

but it does.

tiny droplets of water to heavy rain seem to take so much away,

but it also brings so much together.

So much that the next thing you know is that youre walking side by side with a dream,

with an umbrella.

As the droplets fall and as the rain pour, the world around you quiets and listens. They listen to the sound of hope and wait for the stillness of the downpour.

You find yourself listening as well, surprisingly, even hoping for the sun to shine.

And then, just when the time is right, you find someone to dance with in the rain.

everything else just stops.

except the raindrops.

except the rain.

i cannot sleep

honestly.really.really really.

i dont know why, but im so bothered tonight.i really am.im bothered to the point that im actually 'blogging' about it?diba?diba?yuck.ang mali.sobrang hindi ako.

hindi ako ganito.

but here i am.

ang labo.

ang labo na din ng mga mata ko.

so...im confused.not 'that-kind-of-confused' (to those who understand =) ) though. on one hand, im supposed to think this; and on the other, i am also inclined to think this...This.This that is so confusing. do i make sense?

exactly what im talking about.

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pictures.

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and more..

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i must be bored.

whats to blog about?

qc day i guess.
no pasok.yes no pasok.

oh.and, since its the 19th of august, il have something else to blog about also.

10 days before my birthday.

i wonder why other people are celebrating their also in a few days.some, even, celebrate theirs exactly on the same day as i am.there are about three of us.

so.

progress. obviously, there's progress in my blog.yehey.more things to put in my blog.haha..i have multiply too.wow..progress.hahah.i also have mandee on my links area..haha..youre welcome for the book mandee.glad it helped you and enlightened you on..*ehem* - love.let God write your love story.it helps.

10 days..

9 days..

8 days..

7 days..

6 days..

something happens here i think..

5..days

4..days

3..days

2..days

1..day

what a worthless, senseless entry.

a thought

she flutters and she smiles,

she greets with her beautiful eyes.

i wait, i act, i try,

or do i go and fly?

whats next?

yes, whats next now thats everthings in place?
whats next now that everything that i need to know has been made known to me?
whats next now that im not moving anymore?
whats next now that ive been stagnant for a period of time?

The Oval

is physically an oval. It is a place where you can run.

To Run.

To Run all your strength, Run all your doubts away,

Run all your thoughts and Run all your pain.

To Run all the goodness and hope, run all the blessings and joys

and then run some more.

To Run with your friends with the delight of their company

and run wih true friends to those who wont leave you behind.

To Run for friendship and Run for life.

To Run for the Run and nothing more.

i cannot study.

i cant. i just cant. i cant go on reading law and law articles for a straigh hour or for a minimum 30 min. i just cant.

and supposed to read 200 pages.for tonight. i have to sudy over 150 articles in the tiresome law book of mr de leon, for a test tomorrow.

i cant.

why?i am bothered.

today has been one of THE most enlightening day ever. It occured to me that you just dont really know people and/or cant judge them right away. In fact, you must not.

Especially if it invovles people you are attracted to.

Dont ever.

You would just end up 'overanalyzing' things (mandee,the word.." and end up with your own, and most probably, wrong conclusions for some silly non-verbal message that you was sent to you.

But still, what if there are two sides to it..?

WHAT IF, youre being said something good and acted upon otherwise? what do you decide on?which is which?

to top it all of, what did i just say?

there. im that lost.

TO ALL THE PEOPLE INTERESTED

so...you read my blog..you actually read my blog.i thank you for that.

i will thank you more, though, if you really leave your names when you comment.that way id know you.that way, we can talk about it?diba.the people who know my blog are people i know.if youre new, tell me.simple as that diba?

its an open invitation to friendship. =)

so, leave your names.
i find your comments amusing also because you dont get some of my thoughts and that you actually comment on it.

pero different wavelength.different background.

so..names.thanks.

August 10, 2005

is the day i mark my defeat...

is also 19 days before i turn 19.funny.hmmm...

and is also the day to decide...

well, not really, i just put that there to add alliteration.

i havent blogged in awhile.dont even know why im doing this or why im actually still doing this.

well maybe its just that im confused today.

i am so confused today its just so confusing.

that word..that four letter word makes it all confusing.

thats why im defeated.im lost.i actually dont know what to do anymore.

ya, thats it.

19days till im 19.

and i am but lost.