on the month i turn 19

okay.19.ive spent 19years of my life already and i feel its just starting now. they say life's supposed to start at high school, but then i start to think that i was an infant during high school - so difficultly young.

no really.

but maybe, its the fact that ive grown so much in college. now. For the past year and a half, ive learned and grew and realized so many things that i have needed to all this time and it only came now. thats why, this august i feel so old. old that ive learned a lot, grew, realized some things, pondered and contemplated on more and actually thought on the things i do and say.

and ive been especially thinking of this..umm..sensitive area of my life..that, well, invovles someone.

so there.
It is August.
and i am turning 19. im growing old.
and older.
and older.
and, hopefully, taller.
and after that..maybe, just maybe, i'll get lucky with this person.